What to do?

What am i supposed to do at this time? I thought today i could make your day an all happy day. But i guess i was wrong. I ruined your day. You said that i didn't ruin it, but how i see it, i did ruin it :( I feel that i'm not good enough, i should be doing my homework that is due tomorrow. i should be doing my assignment actually. But i can't. I'm not in the mood to do it. I always give you these shit nights. I wonder why you love me sometimes, when i do these kind of things to you. I feel like i could deserve a slap across the face.

WHAT AM I DOING?! D:<

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You say that the last three nights have been horrible. It seems that i was the cause of the horrible three nights. Me, i'm the issue. I'm the problem. I'm sorry :( I'm trying to make it better, please don't give up on me now <3

Sometimes

Sometimes, i want someone to talk to, but i can't talk about it with Catherine. It might be about our problems, i and i want to talk to someone about them. What should i do? And i realise, without her, i'm probably a no one. That random kid who walks around the school all by himself. He talks to pretty much everyone. But none of them are one of those really close friends where you talk to them about everything. My bestfriend which is like that, would be Catherine. I just made her super sad, and i wish i never said it. It was a joke, a joke went wrong. She says "is it worth the pain?" I'm sorry :( Especially on this day

Happy Five Months beautiful <3 Well, hopefully, the rest of your day can be happy :/ <3

Pe Assignment

9am, waking up in the morning. Gotta get fresh, gotta go downstairs. Gotta go out, gotta have my pho, Need something to eat before i work.... at the library, doing my pe assignment with Katherine, Steven and Phong (anyone noticed the first part? xD). Anywaaaays, today we planned to go to cabramatta library to do our Pe assignment. We were there until 2, which was when the library was closing :3 We finished majority of the theory part of the assignment, and went on to filming. I won't give away much of the assignment and how it's gonna work out, but it's about homeless young people (: Doing the assignment was pretty fun though (: Anyways, i'm gonna do whatever i can of my commerce homework for a bit, and someone i know (who will be reading this) should be going to sleep soon >> Yes, YOU :3 anywhooooo bye!

Blog

I haven't been keeping up with my blog everyday streak, but i procrastinate heaps, which means that i don't really do my homework properly and i end up cramming all this stuff and staying up 'till like ... 12 ><
   Stayed up till like... 11? talking to steven about how we were gonna do the Pe assignment. Going to Cabra library tomorrow to get it started with the group: Steven, Phong, Katherine and Me. Got tutor later on and i've got to get some info for the pe assignment cos i'm going out to eat with family tonight, which will take quite a while.... :/ So yeah. Bye!

I really miss you right now :( <3

Title...

I can't think of a title for this post. Shit happened today, but definitely one of the worst days yet. The feeling you get when you do something that someone you love doesn't like, or something like that. It's so hard to explain, i said that i wouldn't say it anymore, but i just can't stop saying it :( I said something, but it came out wrong, and had a completely different meaning to what i intended, and now i'm in the worst position ever :( When i talk to you, i don't know what to say. *sigh* But still, thank you. There were things that you could've done, but you didn't do it. You still treat me so nicely. I wouldn't ask for anything more <3

MELBOURNE

MELBOURNE was a mix of awesome and not so awesome :L Awesome how i stayed in a hotel with just me cousins... in the room and how fun the wedding was. Not so awesome was a few bits inbetween, and how the stupid machines at the cinema were treating me >> THEY ATE MY COINS!!! :@ Friggen dodgy machines, sooooo... AS PAYBACK WE FLOODED ONE OF THE TOILETS 8D (6)
   Who has seen the movie Up?? Well, you know how at the beginning, the couple gets married and you see the comparison between the two families when they get married? The wife's family was like full partying and fire a shotgun, while the husbands side was like just a few people clapping... slowly LOL Well, the wedding was pretty much like that (my cousin was the wife). My family was the life of the party 8D
   Anyways, imma leave this post here and do whatever i have left to do :D Bye!

Melbourne!

Hello there blog readers of mine! This is probably the first time i said hi to you guys :L Anyways, to continue my blogging about my days at school. So, science first period and we spent the whole lesson making moulds in prac. One guy in my science class was full on clinging to a girl in my science class, and i'll just say that the guy was always around her and ... yeah :L
   Commerce was the same as usual with miss talking about her life-ish. Spent the whole lesson going through homework 8D History was alright, we went through the homework and watched a bit of the movie Galipoli, talking about how back in the day, Australians thought that war would be fun LOL And in English we were reading for the whole lesson. Tomorrow when the war began is the book we're reading, and vincent was being a bludger doing all this other stuff INSTEAD of reading his book. What's funny is that he looked over at my sheet and was like SHIT! and then continued what he was doing with his ruler. And then some bitch decided to talk about my parents. She decided to say that no one cared about me except for Catherine because we started talking about something. Whatever, i didn't care about that part. Then i said to her, well no one cares about you except for your boyfriend. something happened inbetween here and i said my parents care about me. She thought it would be funny to say that i was a failed abortion. This is not the first time she decided to diss me, with all this crap. She normally says that i'm horny, and everytime i want to be with catherine, i want to 'get it on.' I'm not that kind of person. Then on the day of Romeo and Juliet excursion, she said that a certain percentage of guys thinking about some sexual image every 20 seconds. Where the F*** did she even get that statistic? So she decided to talk about my parents and started boiling, straight away. I really wanted to punch her in the face because of how annoying and inconsiderate this bitch is. But, i don't like to hit girls, so i held it in :@ friggen bitch
   After school was awkward cos when i was hugging Catherine goodbye and about to give her a goodbye kiss, Ms Rohan comes out of the corner and see us, i was like shit and just keep walking. She walks past with the scariest grin i ever saw :| yeah...
   Gonna be leaving home to go to the airport soon to go to MELBOURNE!! for my cousins wedding. Woohoo, i don't know how i'm supposed to feel about this :S Sucks how i have to come back to sydney on the day of my birthday == So chances are that i'm not going to be blogging over the weekend. Enjoy your weekend everyone!

Busy!!

I think i accidentally went ahead with the challenge thing... and i haven't been able to blog much lately because of all the other stuff going on such as how my uncle came over from america and always going out, and blah blah blah. I also got a shitload of shitloads of homework, all due pretty soon, and i don't have much time left to do them because i'm going to melbourne for the weekend for my cousins wedding! That's gonna be fun! I think i'm going to need to bring my laptop to do some work >< Anyways, i'm going to continue on with my challenge:

Day 15 - Well, i suppose describing where i live would be neighborhood? Well, my next door neighbour is a bitch! He tried to trick my dad into doing all this shit for him when he didn't need to do it and all this other shabang. Even other neighbours say that he's a bitch! He borrows stuff and never returns them until you actually and go back to ask him for it. I live on a main road, pretty much right next to a traffic light which is a pain >< Hard to get out at certain times but its okay (: Used to the traffic going past, never notice it :L I shall describe my house when i have time (:

Busy busy

Day 12 - I have been compared to some kid from Flight of the navigator, apparently i remind my english tutor teacher of him LOL
Day 13 - Something that always puts a smile on my face is my happy song the Hamster song which is freaking awesome. Seeing her happy also makes me smile, and she never fails to make me smile regardless my mood <3
Day 14 - I am afraid of dying. That is definitely one of my fears. But my worst fear of all, is losing her :(

I miss you so much already :(

Its 5:34pm right now and i miss you so much :( the last time i saw you was probably at.. 3:13/15? yeah :( i don't like missing people, you're barely ever in the mood for anything :\ Anyways, we had photo day today, and it didn't seem like many girls actually tried with hair :S same with guys. Today wasn't much fun, normal day at school.
Day 11 - Well, my name definition like the actual name definition is: "Home ruler" :S no idea what that is supposed to mean. But the google definition for my name is that it's a unit of inductance, something to do with electric stuff.
   Anyways, i'm going to leave my blog here, because i'm not really in the mood for anything right now :\

Day 10 - If i was to talk about my family, i would include my cousins and aunts and uncles because we are pretty close. My mum is definitely one awesome person... at times. Same for my dad. My parents and i have our moments when we couldn't be any happier, and moments when we are in total chaos. My mum tends to be the one that comforts me and i talk to the most. My dad is normally the one that i joke with the most and he's the one that buys most of the big stuff like Nintendo Wii, etc etc. Then i move onto my cousins. We didn't use to be as close during the years of primary school because of our distance from where they lived. Now that we've moved houses, we go out together more, and talk to each other heaps more because of the chances that we get to talk to each other. Our family is the socialising kind of family where we all talk to each other and crack jokes. But... that doesn't so much include one of my neices and one of my nephews who now have iphones or itouchs or something like them, and play with them aaaaall the time, pretty much. They don't socialise much. My nephew goes to a pretty much leb school and learns heaaaaps from them.... In attitude. He keeps thinking that he can bash me and i'm like twice his size -.- anyways, i'll just leave this post here because my family from america (aunty+uncle) are over and we planning on eating with them and hanging out and shit. Bye!

Romeo & Juliet

Today we went ALLLLLLLLL the way out to redfern to watch some half-ass play by Belle Shakespeare on Romeo & Juliet, and boy was that the best 2 hours of my life! Twelfth Night was heaps better. Note: If a play is not in the opera house, its shit. E.g. Romeo & Juliet (Some theatre at redfern) The story was stuffed, the play itself was pretty hard to understand and ... yeah. All i got to say about the play today and how today was. :/

FINALLY

At last, my posting thingo will work and i finally have time to blog (: So to catch up on my challenge mainly.
Day 6
Catherine - My closest friend of all. She knows pretty much all my secrets and can read me like a picture book. If i was the slightest bit sad, she could tell straight away. She knows what i'm thinking when i give no clue at all. We have our ups and downs but me manage to push through. She never fails to make me smile, no matter how mad i am. I gotta say, i love this girl heaps <3
Sylvia - Another one of my close friends, someone that i can joke with quite a bit. If she ever has any problems, or has any obsessions with any guys, i'm often hearing/ reading them :L
Naomi - One of the very good friends of mine. Probably the only one that my parents know physically. So far, every year that we go to regional athletics, i'm the one driving her there. She's also the one that i've gone on outings the most with as well haha. Although she is kinda... well maybe not kinda, pretty much all the time, disturbing, she is one of my good friends.
Jenny - Yes, Jiani. I don't know what to say about her. She is really different if you get to know her. All i got to say.
Sally - We don't talk much anymore, but she was definitely one of the best friends that i had. We could talk about anything for.. who knows how long. She was also my webcam buddy, helped me kill time and stuff like that. Sucks how talking to her is kind of awkward now because of.. well... stuff, yeah :\
Day 7 - 
I'm lucky i'm in love with my bestfriend
The lyrics to this song describe my current situation quite well. I feel that i am lucky, that i am in love with my best friend (Catherine) In fact, this is 'our song.'
Day 8 - If i was to change one thing about myself, it would be so that i could do everything humanly possible to help catherine whenever she needs it.
Day 9 - There are probably a few people that i look up to. I look up to steven quan, and how he can just ignore everyone's comments about him, and turn their insults into jokes. I look up to the people that can concentrate on their studies and not get distracted so easily. I look up to people that have these awesome qualities, that help them make life for them all that much better. Another person that i look up to a lot is Catherine Huynh. From what she tells me, a lot of shit happens in her life, but unlike a lot of other people who end up cutting themselves, or doing this depression shit, she powers through life, with a smile on her face, and no one has a clue of the shit that goes down backstage.

This was a really brief post 'cos it's 10:20pm right now and i should be getting ready for bed, so that i can wake up for school tomorrow (: Bye!

Day 4 + 5

I didn't blog at all yesterday because i was practically out all day, and had no computer. Went early in the morning (at like 7-ish) to pick my aunty at the airport from america. Then we went out to cabra and had pho. We (raymond, bryan and me) managed to see catherine, but she didn't see us :( Then i went home to get my tutor stuff. Had tutor, went over to raymonds again. Watched the warriors way, then went out to eat again. Then went BACK to raymonds house, until like... 12 cos everyone was coming to see my aunty.
   Mum and dad left in the morning to go to raymonds house cos my aunty is staying there while she's here, and also cos i slept in until 4, and they couldn't wait that long i suppose LOL
    So, day 4: If i could go anywhere in the world, it would be to america again. Not only just for me, but also for her. Cos she really wants to go there <3
    Day 5: The most amazing that has happened to me, would be when she said. "Yes" <3

Day 3

If i had one wish, i would wish that Catherine could have 100 wishes <3 If i can't do that, i'll wish for her to have more genies so that she can have more wishes (:


Today was an alright day, and not that much work for the day right after swimming carnival which is awesome (Y) Science, we just watched a movie and did a booklet. Commerce, Ellis did more talking and we got our assignments which i need to start soon == History, we just did more sheets and stuff. English, we had to go into the library at 2nd half to start our lesson and watch Romeo and Juliet, the baz... whatever his name is version where they modernized the whole shabang. Aaaaaand that pretty much sums up my whole day 8) though today sucked because i didn't get to spend much time with 'her' :(

Day 2

My current relationship status: As all, if not most of my blog readers know, I have a girlfriend and her name is Catherine. Our relationship has been from really awesome, down to i don't know where we were going, and everything in between. But thankfully, we always manage to push through the hard times and end up happy (: What sucks about my relationship though, is that when she isn't feeling so well, i can't comfort her :( Catherine isn't exactly one of the popular girls, and i'm sure that not many people know much about her. But she is a really nice person to be around, and very caring. Unfortunately she cries easily too :/ I haven't seen her cry before, but i'm sure it'll kill me if i saw it. We play this game every morning where we have to try and hug the other person person. Its an awesome and fun way to start the morning and we also use it to settle who loves who more 8D yeah... But still, i love this girl heaps and heaps and heaps and heaps <3

Challenge - Day 1

Catherine told me to do this challenge, she said that it would be fun. Everyone else with blogs are also doing this so i figured, why not? Alright, Day 1:
 Hello there (: Anyone who doesn't know me well, my name is Henry Luong. I am and ABC (Australian Born Chinese) AND an ABV (Australian born Vietnamese). My father is Viet, and my mother is Chinese. I'm 14 on the 21st of March and looking forward to it. I'm kind of a shy guy at first around people that i don't really know. But once you get to know me, i become more outgoing... and also random. I tend to appear and disappear out of no where too... don't ask my why, i just do it. I am also in love with a beauuuuuuuuuuuuutiful girl, named Catherine Huynh. She also has quite a few nicknames, like myself. My nicknames include "HenRY the Octopus," Tank, Pimp, Nerd, Tank Pimp, Nerdy Tank Pimp, Nerdy Pimp, Nerdy Tank, but they're getting used less frequently now (thank gosh) uuuh.... My favourite fruit would have to be between mangoes, mangosteens, and lychees (if not many more fruits). My favourite food... i have no idea, too many. Colour would be red 8) My personality is that i tend to like to joke around a bit. Throw a few jokes here and there (like teasing kind of stuff) but not a lot anymore. Anyways, i'll leave this intro here. and be ready to go off to tutor (: Wow, that took up a lot of space. I also got this writing task for tutor later == sucks -.- anywho, off i go! Bye!

Win!

I'm getting lazier and lazier to blog each day == anyways, time to talk about my day (:
   First Period was IST. But unlike most lessons, this one wasn't bludgy. We were doing something productive... ish. We have to make a website using Adobe Dreamweaver on whatever we want. I decided to do mine on Pokemon (: ... or maybe Halo, if Pokemon has WAAAY too much info... oh wait, its a webpage, it can be as long as we want... hmmmmm... Anyways, yeah. I think it's an assignment or something too :S
   Second Period was Maths and we did more stuff on the factorisin stuff. Didn't do much cos it was a short period.
   Third Period was English and we read more stuff from that thingo that sir prepared. Adobe Air was the program he used. It was pretty cool. Honestly, its like the only info coming from the table behind are all dirty comments == So annoying.
   Sport was pretty fun, we had only a 20 minute game cos picnic point people came late and had to leave early -.- but still. We won 4-3 :D I helped with on try, and scored a try too 8D I'm so proud of myself. The picnic point teacher also said that i was a good player LOL I don't think that i'm that good... :S anywaaays, got myself another cut, on my other leg == This time it was from a stick. I stepped on it, then it 'stood' up and scratched my other leg >< yeah, its fine now (:
   After school went to cabra, went to the bank, bought a cake for my dad's friend cos it's his birthday tomorrow. uuh... and i had bubble tea before i went home (: Anywhoooo, i'm gonna try to sleep early and get this history homework done (: Bye!